I just want to run and hide away. I just want to run and throw it away. Like a game of chess I predict your move. I’m sick of feeling cheap, cheated and abused. Losing sleep over you.
You and I used to talk every day. We used to go out pretty much every day. To eat. To hang out. We’d watch tv, watch each other play games, talk about girl things, talk about love, personal values and I’d tell you how much I loved you. You’d always blow me off, But deep down I knew you at least adored me. I miss this. I miss you. I never hear from you. What I hear about you comes from someone else. Which is upsetting really…. I’m feeling abandoned. Always was second best.